Beauty , its mind

 Just like that I successfully completed my post shingles week 2.

Before 4 weeks a small pimple developed on my shoulder which grew into a cluster and within a span of 3 days it spread out on 3 areas of my left shoulder which took me through a hell lot of pain. I wasn’t able to sit or lay properly wasn’t able to even tilt my left hand. Initially even though it was considered as spider bite, it was later diagnosed as shingles which infected my spinal cord.

As this condition was rare n doctors still don’t know how or why this virus reactivates, this was a horror to everyone. 2 weeks of unbearable pain, isolation, sleeplessness and to add more salt to the wound stress from online class was also there.

Even though no one was allowed to come near other than my family because it can be contagious n can make my health also worse, I never let myself feel lonely I stood by myself.

My body was changing terribly but I prioritized my mind over that n never let anything hurt that. 

All clusters got healed, suffered post herpetic neuralgia, I was able to go out see my friends everything went back like before but the dark scars it caused never healed n I know it will take time. One thing through the journey I made sure was that it could only make my body ugly and never my mind

May be the scars will never heal still I love me ❤